Sunday, October 26, 2014

HOW?

i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible. i feel so terrible.

I'M SO MESSED UP 
I'M SUCH A LITTLE MESSED UP BITCH AND I CAN'T HELP IT
ITS MAKING ME FEEL SAD AND I HATE MYSELF. 
I HATE MYSELF FOR WHO I AM AND WHAT I'VE BECOME.
HOW DO I EMBRACE ALL MY FLAWS WHEN THOSE ARE THE ONES THAT MAKES ME FEEL TERRIBLE... 
HOW?

Saturday, September 27, 2014

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too much thoughts tonight man..
u know, 
some people spent their whole life trying to make u smile,
 but on the contrary, 
that special someone can do it within seconds..
BUT
 unfortunately, that person doesn't know it.

i have no idea why, 
but this thought keeps running through my mind.
feels like im waiting for something that wouldn't happen to happen. 
so tired with my life, i dont know what im up to